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The White Rice at the Wall / Chapter 6 / 10

Chapter 6: What the Phone Revealed

Marcus waited until Nia had eaten several bites before returning his attention to the silver phone.

He did not want his daughter to spend another minute believing she was the cause of the conflict. He wanted her to eat, breathe, and feel the ordinary comfort of sitting at a table without being watched for mistakes.

Still, the phone remained in the back of his mind.

Kayla had not handed it to him impulsively. She had looked frightened before she offered it, and Vanessa's reaction had been immediate.

There was something important he had not yet fully understood.

Marcus stood from his chair.

"Kayla, can I speak with you for a moment?""

The teenager nodded.

Vanessa moved toward them.

"If this is about the phone, I want to be present.""

Marcus looked at her.

"You can stay in the room. But Kayla gets to explain what she showed me without you interrupting her.""

Vanessa's lips tightened.

"Fine.""

Marcus placed the phone on the table between them.

"Kayla, I don't want you to guess what anything means. Tell me what you know and how you know it.""

Kayla took a breath.

"The things on the phone are from the family messages Mom sent. Some are things she wrote to me. Some are messages she sent when she thought nobody would question her.""

Vanessa's expression shifted.

"Those conversations were private.""

Kayla looked at her mother.

"They were about Nia.""

"That doesn't mean you should have gone through them.""

"I didn't go looking for them," Kayla replied.

"I saw them when you showed me something else, and then I remembered what you'd said before.""

Marcus watched them carefully.

He wasn't going to pretend he knew exactly what the phone contained. He had seen enough to recognize a pattern, but he wanted the facts in Kayla's own words.

"What did you see?""

Kayla glanced toward Nia, who was eating quietly at the table.

"Mom said Nia needed to understand that she couldn't expect the same treatment as us.""

Vanessa crossed her arms.

"That is not the whole message.""

"Then explain the rest," Marcus said.

Vanessa looked at him.

"I was discussing household expectations with my daughter.""

"Household expectations don't require one child to go without a proper dinner.""

"I never said she should go without food.""

Marcus pointed toward the bowl of plain rice.

"That is exactly what happened tonight.""

Vanessa's gaze dropped.

Kayla continued.

"There were other times, too. Mom would tell me not to give Nia anything from my plate because she needed to learn not to depend on other people.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"I was teaching you not to encourage bad habits.""

"What bad habits?"" Marcus asked.

"Constantly needing attention. Expecting everyone to feel sorry for her. Acting like she is the only child in this family.""

Marcus's expression darkened.

"She's a child who lost her mother.""

Vanessa looked away.

"And I've tried to help her.""

"Then why does she feel like she has to earn the right to eat with us?""

Vanessa didn't respond.

Marcus picked up the phone and looked at Kayla.

"Did you show me everything you wanted me to see?""

She hesitated.

"Not everything.""

Vanessa's head snapped around.

"Kayla.""

The teenager flinched.

Marcus put the phone down again.

"Let her speak.""

Kayla wiped her palms against her trousers.

"There was another message. I didn't know if I should show you because I thought you'd be really angry.""

Marcus felt his stomach tighten.

"Angry at whom?""

Kayla didn't answer immediately.

Then she said, "I thought you'd be angry at Mom.""

Vanessa's face grew rigid.

Marcus held Kayla's gaze.

"Being angry doesn't mean I stop thinking. If there's something I need to know, tell me.""

Kayla nodded.

She reached for the phone, opened the relevant conversation, and handed it back to him.

Marcus read silently.

His face changed almost at once.

He did not show the screen to anyone else. He did not read the message aloud. He simply scrolled once, paused, and scrolled again.

The muscles in his jaw tightened.

Then he looked up.

"Vanessa.""

She stood motionless.

"What?""

"Did you tell Kayla that Nia needed to be kept in line because I would always choose her if there was a conflict?""

Vanessa's mouth opened.

Then she closed it.

Marcus's eyes narrowed.

"Did you?""

"I was upset when I said that.""

"That wasn't my question.""

Vanessa glanced toward her daughters.

"I might have said something similar, but it was taken out of context.""

Marcus's expression hardened.

"What context makes that acceptable?""

"I was talking about how difficult it is when a parent has a favorite child.""

"Are you saying I favor Nia?""

"You do!""

The accusation came out with such force that Brielle looked up sharply.

Vanessa continued, her voice rising.

"Everything revolves around her. Her feelings, her memories of her mother, her school problems, her needs. Every time I try to establish a rule, you act as if I'm attacking her.""

Marcus stared at her.

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then he looked toward Nia.

His daughter had stopped eating. Her fork rested against the edge of her plate, and she was watching the adults with an expression of growing apprehension.

Marcus gently touched the back of her chair.

"Keep eating, sweetheart.""

She obeyed, though her movements were slow.

Marcus turned back to Vanessa.

"You're right about one thing. Nia's needs matter to me.""

Vanessa gave a bitter laugh.

"Exactly.""

"But that doesn't mean your needs don't matter. It means the answer to your insecurity was never to make a child feel unwanted.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"You make everything sound so simple.""

"No. I think you've made something simple unnecessarily cruel.""

Her face tightened.

Marcus continued.

"If you needed more time with me, you could have asked for it. If you felt that our family wasn't functioning well, we could have worked on it together. If you believed I wasn't supporting you, we could have had an honest conversation.""

He tapped the phone lightly with one finger.

"But instead, you told your daughters that Nia was somehow competing with them for her father's love.""

Vanessa's eyes glistened.

"I never told them not to love her.""

"Did you tell them to treat her differently?""

She didn't answer.

Marcus leaned forward.

"Did you?""

Vanessa's shoulders dropped slightly.

"I told them not to let her take advantage of us.""

Marcus straightened.

"That's not the same thing as what Kayla described.""

"Because Kayla doesn't understand the pressure I've been under!""

Kayla looked down.

Marcus's voice became firm.

"Then help us understand it without blaming the children.""

Vanessa pressed her fingertips against her forehead.

For a moment, she appeared genuinely overwhelmed.

"I came into this marriage knowing Nia would always be part of your life. I accepted that. I loved you, and I thought I could love her, too.""

Marcus watched her.

"But it was never easy. Every time she mentioned her mother, I felt like I was being reminded that I could never take her place. Every time you changed your plans because Nia needed something, I felt as if I was coming second.""

Nia's fork stopped moving.

Marcus noticed and gently shifted his body so she could no longer see Vanessa's face directly.

Vanessa continued, seemingly unable to stop herself now that she had begun.

"I kept telling myself I just needed to be stricter. That if Nia learned to follow my rules, things would become easier. And then I started feeling resentful whenever she got special attention.""

Marcus's expression remained grave.

"Did you ever stop to think about how she felt?""

Vanessa looked at him.

"I was trying to keep the family together.""

"No. You were trying to make your discomfort disappear by putting it on a child.""

Her face crumpled for a moment.

Then the defensiveness returned.

"I never intended to hurt her this much.""

Marcus held her gaze.

"Intentions don't erase what happened.""

The room fell quiet.

Kayla stood beside the table, crying silently. Brielle had moved closer to Nia, though she seemed uncertain whether she was allowed to sit beside her.

Nia looked at the empty chair next to her.

Then she looked at Brielle.

"You can sit here," she whispered.

Brielle glanced at her mother.

Vanessa didn't answer.

Marcus did.

"Of course she can.""

Brielle slowly pulled out the chair and sat down.

For a moment, the two girls looked at each other without speaking. Then Nia moved the serving dish slightly toward her stepsister.

"Do you want some chicken?""

Brielle nodded, tears slipping down her cheeks.

Marcus watched them, and the sight filled him with a mixture of tenderness and anger. The children were already trying to repair something they had not broken.

He turned toward Vanessa.

"This is what I need you to understand. These girls should never have been made to feel that loving one another means betraying somebody else.""

Vanessa lowered her eyes.

Marcus picked up the phone once more.

"There is still something I don't understand.""

She looked up cautiously.

"What?""

He turned the screen toward himself and held it low, keeping its contents private.

"Why were you so certain I wouldn't find out?""

Vanessa's expression changed.

It was subtle, but unmistakable.

Marcus saw the fear return to her eyes.

"I wasn't certain of anything.""

"Then why did you react the way you did when Kayla handed me the phone?""

"I was surprised.""

"No. You were frightened.""

Vanessa shook her head.

"You're imagining things.""

Marcus placed the phone on the table.

"Perhaps. But there are enough unanswered questions here that I'm not going to accept another dismissal.""

He looked toward Kayla.

"Is there anything else you believe I need to know?""

Kayla hesitated.

Then she glanced at her mother.

Vanessa went completely still.

Marcus followed the teenager's gaze.

"Kayla?""

The girl swallowed hard.

"There's one more thing.""

Marcus felt the atmosphere in the room change.

"What is it?""

Kayla's eyes filled again.

"I think Mom was afraid you'd find out because it wasn't just about dinner.""

Vanessa's face went pale.

Marcus looked directly at his wife.

"What does that mean?""

Vanessa took a step backward.

"Kayla, stop.""

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But Kayla had already begun speaking.

And as Marcus listened to the first words of her next admission, he realized that the plain bowl of rice on the dining table might have been only the most visible part of a much deeper problem.

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