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Chapter 4: The Photograph in the Drawer

“Before Daddy came home last Thursday,” Imani whispered, “Felicia took Mommy's picture out of my room.””

Darius stared at his daughter.

For a moment, the words seemed too small to explain the terror in her eyes. He had expected something worse than the refrigerator, something that might require him to reconsider everything he thought he knew about his marriage. But a photograph?

“Which picture, baby?””

“The one beside my bed. The picture from Mommy's birthday, when she was wearing her blue dress.””

Darius remembered it. His late wife, Renee, had been laughing in that photograph, her head tilted toward the camera, one hand resting against Imani's cheek. It was one of the last pictures taken before her illness became serious. Imani had kept it close for years.

“Why did Felicia take it?””

Imani looked toward the hallway.

“She said Mommy didn't live here anymore.””

Darius's jaw tightened.

“She told you that?””

“She said I needed to stop acting like Mommy was coming back. I told her I knew Mommy wasn't coming back, but I still wanted her picture.””

The little girl's voice cracked.

“Then she said I was trying to make her feel like she would never be my real mother.””

Darius slowly closed his eyes.

He had known Felicia struggled with the place Renee occupied in their family's history. Early in their relationship, Felicia had occasionally complained that the house contained too many photographs of a woman who was gone. He had reassured her that honoring Renee didn't diminish his love for his new wife.

He had believed the conversation was over.

He had never imagined Felicia would turn that insecurity against Imani.

“What happened to the photograph?”” he asked.

“She put it in her bedroom drawer. I asked her to give it back, but she said I had to earn it.””

Darius felt his hands curl into fists.

“Earn it how?””

“By being a better daughter.””

The kitchen seemed to shrink around him.

He pulled a chair beside Imani and sat down, forcing himself to unclench his hands.

“Listen to me, sweetheart. You don't have to earn the right to remember your mother.””

Imani's face crumpled.

“I know.””

“No, baby. I need you to really know that. Loving your mother doesn't make you disloyal to anyone.

Not me. Not Felicia. Nobody.””

She nodded, but the tears continued falling.

Darius reached for a paper towel and handed it to her.

“Is there anything else she did with Mommy's things?””

Imani hesitated.

“She took the little jewelry box too.””

The answer struck him harder than he expected.

Renee's jewelry box was an old wooden keepsake, nothing especially expensive. It had belonged to her grandmother, and Renee had used it to store a few pieces of jewelry, handwritten notes, and small mementos from her childhood.

After Renee died, Darius had given it to Imani because the girl had asked for something that belonged to her mother.

“Where is it now?””

“I don't know. Felicia said she put it away because I was becoming obsessed with the past.””

Darius stood abruptly.

“I want to see that drawer.””

Imani caught his wrist.

“Daddy, please don't go upstairs yet.””

He stopped.

“Why not?””

“Because she said if I ever told you about Mommy's picture, she would make sure you never saw me again.””

The words landed with a sickening finality.

Darius crouched in front of her.

“She said she would take you away from me?””

Imani nodded.

“She said she knew people who could make it happen. She said nobody would believe me because she was your wife and I was just a little girl.””

Darius felt anger surge through him, but beneath it was something worse: the realization that Felicia had understood precisely what she was doing.

She had identified Imani's deepest fear and used it to keep the child silent.

“Did she tell you this more than once?””

“Lots of times.””

“Did she ever touch you or hurt you physically?””

Imani looked down.

“She grabbed my arm once when I tried to get the picture back.””

Darius went very still.

“Did she leave a mark?””

“I had a bruise. It went away.””

He took a slow breath, fighting the urge to storm upstairs and demand an explanation.

He wanted to believe there was some missing detail, some context that would make the situation less horrifying. But he knew better than to make his daughter responsible for finding a reason to excuse an adult's behavior.

“Thank you for telling me,” he said.

Imani studied his face.

“Are you mad at me?””

“No.””

“Are you mad at Felicia?””

He paused.

“I'm angry about what you've told me. But I'm not angry at you, and I won't punish you for telling the truth.””

She seemed to search his expression for a promise he could actually keep.

Then she asked the question that broke his heart.

“If you have to choose, will you still choose me?””

Darius pulled her into his arms.

“There is no choice to make. You're my daughter.””

He held her until her breathing slowed.

Then he stood and walked toward the hallway.

Felicia was in the living room, sitting rigidly on the sofa. Her phone lay facedown on the cushion beside her. She looked up when he entered.

“Is she done making accusations?”” she asked.

Darius didn't answer the provocation.

“Where is Renee's photograph?””

Felicia's face changed.

“I don't know what you're talking about.””

“The photograph beside Imani's bed. You took it down and put it in your drawer.””

Her lips parted.

For one brief second, she looked genuinely alarmed.

Then the familiar defensive expression returned.

“I moved it because she was getting upset every time she looked at it.””

“You don't get to decide whether my daughter can look at a picture of her mother.””

“I was trying to help her move forward!””

“By threatening to take the picture away until she became a better daughter?””

Felicia rose.

“She told you that?””

“Yes.””

“Of course she did. She knows exactly which buttons to push.””

Darius stepped closer.

“Stop talking about her like she's manipulating us. She's eleven.””

“And I'm your wife!””

“Then act like an adult!””

The sharpness of his words silenced her.

Darius continued, his voice lower now.

“Where is the photograph?””

Felicia stared at him, then looked toward the stairs.

“Upstairs.””

“Get it.””

“Darius—”

“Now.””

She flinched, and he saw the fear cross her face before she concealed it.

Felicia climbed the stairs without another word.

Darius returned to the kitchen, where Imani sat with her hands folded on the table. He didn't tell her that everything would be fine. He no longer trusted promises that depended on information he didn't have.

Instead, he sat beside her.

A few minutes later, Felicia returned carrying the photograph.

She placed it on the table with a sharp motion.

“There. Happy?””

Imani stared at the picture, her mouth trembling.

Darius picked it up carefully and handed it to his daughter.

She pressed it against her chest.

“Thank you, Daddy,” she whispered.

Felicia scoffed.

“This is absurd.””

Darius turned toward her.

“No. What's absurd is that my daughter was afraid to tell me you took something that belonged to her.””

He studied his wife.

“I'm going to find out exactly what's been happening here.””

Felicia's face tightened.

“You can't interrogate me like I'm some criminal.””

“Then you should have nothing to fear from the truth.””

For the first time, she had no answer.

But as Darius turned away, he noticed something in her right hand: a small brass key attached to a red plastic tag.

He recognized the key.

It belonged to the lock she had admitted using on the refrigerator.

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And suddenly, another question came to him.

If Felicia had been locking food away from Imani, what else had she been keeping locked up?

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