Chapter 2: The Excuses Behind the Shopping Bags
Danielle Brooks had never liked being questioned in public.
She especially disliked being questioned by Marcus.
In her mind, their relationship had ended for a reason. She had grown tired of his insistence that every dollar be accounted for, tired of hearing him talk about budgets, priorities, and responsibilities. She wanted to make her own decisions without feeling as though somebody were standing over her shoulder.
But standing in the supermarket with strangers watching, she realized that Marcus had found the one subject she could not easily dismiss.
Their daughter.
She shifted the shopping bags higher on her arms and forced a laugh.
“You really want to do this here?””
Marcus remained still.
“I asked you a question.””
“And I told you I have bills.””
“What bills?””
“Household bills, Marcus. You know, the things adults pay.””
His jaw tightened.
“I know what bills are. I'm asking which ones required you to use the money I sent for Zoe's shoes.””
Danielle rolled her eyes.
“Everything costs money. Electricity costs money. Groceries cost money.
Gas costs money. You send a little money and suddenly you think you've paid for every single thing in that child's life.””
“A little money?””
The words came out sharper than he intended.
Zoe startled beside him.
Marcus immediately lowered his voice.
“I'm not saying I pay for everything. I'm saying I sent you money for one specific thing, and it wasn't done.””
Danielle's expression hardened.
“You don't know what I deal with every day.””
“Then explain it.””
“You think being with her all the time is easy? You think I don't sacrifice things?””
Marcus looked at the bags.
“I'm sure you do.””
The sarcasm in his voice made Danielle's cheeks burn.
“Don't look at my purchases like that.””
“Like what?””
“Like I'm some kind of thief.””
“I haven't called you anything.””
“You don't have to. Your face says enough.””
Marcus drew a slow breath through his nose. He could feel the anger rising, but he refused to let it take control of the conversation.
“Danielle, I sent you two hundred and fifty dollars. You told me Zoe needed shoes, socks, and school supplies. I sent it because she needed those things. Now I'm looking at our daughter, and her shoe is literally falling apart.””
“I said I had bills!””
“And I asked which bills.””
“Why do you need to know every detail?””
“Because our daughter didn't get what the money was for.””
Danielle glanced toward the customers who were still watching. Her eyes landed on a middle-aged woman holding a basket of groceries.
“Can you mind your own business?”” Danielle snapped.
The woman blinked, then turned away without responding.
Marcus shook his head.
“Don't take this out on other people.””
“Then stop humiliating me!””
“You're worried about being humiliated while Zoe is standing here apologizing for needing shoes?””
Danielle's mouth opened, but no words came.
For a moment, even the hum of the supermarket refrigerators seemed louder than their argument.
Zoe stood motionless, her small hands folded in front of her. She kept glancing between her parents, as if trying to determine which one needed comforting first.
Marcus hated that.
He hated that his daughter had learned to monitor adult emotions instead of simply being a child.
He crouched beside her again.
“Sweetheart, why don't you go look at those notebooks over there? Stay where I can see you, okay?””
Zoe glanced at her mother.
Marcus caught the movement.
“You don't need permission to look at notebooks with your daddy,” he said gently.
“I'm right here.””
Zoe walked a few steps toward the nearby school-supplies display, though she kept turning to watch them.
Only then did Marcus face Danielle again.
“Let's start over. Did you buy the shoes?””
Danielle crossed her arms, forcing the shopping bags to hang awkwardly from her wrists.
“No.””
“Why not?””
“I told you. I had other expenses.””
“Did you tell me about those expenses before you spent the money?””
“I don't have to report every purchase to you.””
“I'm not asking about every purchase. I'm asking about the money you said you needed for our child.””
Danielle looked away.
Marcus followed her gaze to the bags.
“What did you buy today?””
“Things I needed.””
“What things?””
“Clothes. Makeup. A few things for the apartment. Why are you acting like I committed a crime?””
“I'm asking a question.””
“And I'm telling you that I deserve to buy things for myself!””
Her voice rose so sharply that Zoe turned around.
Marcus glanced at his daughter, then back at Danielle.
“Of course you do. You're allowed to spend money on yourself. But you don't get to tell me Zoe needs shoes, accept money for those shoes, and then leave her walking around in footwear that hurts her.””
“You don't know that the money I spent today was the same money you sent.””
The sentence hung between them.
Marcus stared at her.
“Then where is the money I sent?””
Danielle's eyes narrowed.
“I said I had bills.””
“Which you still haven't named.””
“Because I don't owe you an explanation for every dollar!””
“Not every dollar. Just the money you told me you needed for Zoe.””
Danielle's confidence began to fracture around the edges. She could feel the customers listening, and the awareness made her increasingly defensive.
She hated Marcus's calmness. If he had shouted, she could have accused him of being aggressive. If he had insulted her, she could have turned the conversation toward his behavior.
Instead, he kept returning to the same question.
Where was the money?
She looked toward Zoe.
“Come here, baby.””
Zoe hesitated.
“Zoe, I said come here.””
The child took a few reluctant steps toward her mother.
Danielle softened her voice, though the tension remained in her face.
“Tell your father that your shoes are fine. They're old, but they still work.””
Zoe's eyes widened.
Marcus went completely still.
“Danielle.””
“What? They do work. She's walking, isn't she?””
“Don't ask her to lie.””
“I'm not asking her to lie!””
“You just told her to say the shoes are fine when she told me they hurt.””
Danielle threw up her hands.
“Oh, my God. You're making this into some huge situation.””
Marcus turned toward Zoe.
“Baby, you don't have to choose between us. If something hurts, you can say it hurts. If you need something, you can tell me. Nobody should make you feel bad about that.””
Zoe's eyes filled with tears.
“I don't want you to fight.””
The words drained the remaining color from Marcus's face.
He knelt in front of her.
“Look at me, princess.””
She did, reluctantly.
“This isn't your fault. Grown folks are responsible for how they act. You don't have to fix anything.””
Zoe sniffled.
“Can we just go home?””
Marcus pulled her into his arms.
“We'll get you what you need, baby. I promise.””
He held her for a few seconds longer than usual, one hand resting protectively against the back of her head.
When he released her, his expression had changed.
The anger was still there, but beneath it lay something colder.
Disappointment.
He turned to Danielle.
“I'm going to ask you one more time, and I want a straight answer.””
She swallowed.
“Marcus—”
“Where did the two hundred and fifty dollars go?””
Danielle's fingers tightened around the paper handles of her shopping bags. One handle creased beneath her grip.
She looked at the customers who had gathered within earshot. Then she looked at Zoe, who stood beside her father with her torn shoes pointed toward the floor.
Finally, Danielle looked at Marcus.
“Some of it went toward the rent.””
“How much?””
“I don't remember.””
“Some of it went toward groceries.””
“How much?””
“I just told you I don't remember!””
Marcus nodded slowly.
“Okay.””
Danielle blinked, apparently surprised that he had stopped arguing.
He pulled his phone from his pocket.
“What are you doing?”” she demanded.
“Looking at the transfer.””
“Why?””
“Because I remember the date. I remember the amount. And I remember exactly what you told me the money was for.””
He turned the screen toward her, showing the transfer confirmation and the message she had sent requesting the money.
Danielle's eyes flicked over the screen.
Then she looked away.
Marcus slipped the phone back into his pocket.
“I'm not going to fight with you in front of Zoe. I'm not going to insult you in a supermarket. And I'm not going to make my daughter listen to us tear each other apart.””
Danielle's shoulders loosened slightly.
Then he continued.
“But we're going to account for every dollar I sent for her. Starting today.””
Her expression tightened again.
“You can't tell me what to do.””
“No,” Marcus replied.
“But I can stop pretending everything is fine when it clearly isn't.””
He took Zoe's hand.
As they walked toward the shoe department, Danielle remained frozen beside her shopping bags.
She watched them go, her face flushed with anger and embarrassment.
Then her phone vibrated.
She glanced down at the notification.
It was a message from her sister, Tasha.
*Did you get the money situation handled? You said Marcus sent enough to cover everything.*
Danielle stared at the screen.
Her thumb hovered above the keyboard.
Across the aisle, Marcus had stopped in front of a display of children's shoes. He was kneeling beside Zoe, asking her what color she liked best.
For the first time that afternoon, Danielle looked genuinely afraid.
May you like
Because Marcus had not yet asked about the other money.
And there was considerably more of it than two hundred and fifty dollars.