Chapter 4: The Woman Waiting in Savannah
Simone Ellis was waiting near the window when Maya and I entered the café in Savannah.
She was a Black woman in her early fifties, dressed in a cream blouse and dark trousers, with silver threaded through her shoulder-length twists. A half-finished cup of coffee sat in front of her. Beside it lay a thick manila envelope.
She looked up when the door opened.
Her eyes went straight to Maya.
For several seconds, neither of them moved.
Then Simone stood.
“You look so much like your mother,” she whispered.
Maya stopped beside my shoulder.
“Is that supposed to be a good thing?””
Simone's expression tightened.
“No, sweetheart. I suppose it depends on which parts of her you're talking about.””
I watched Maya absorb that answer.
She had spent eighteen years believing her mother had told her everything important about her birth. Now every conversation seemed to reveal another locked door.
Simone gestured toward the table.
“Please, sit down.””
I pulled out a chair for Maya before taking the seat beside her. Simone noticed the gesture. Her eyes lingered on me briefly, then returned to Maya.
“You brought the photograph?””
Maya took it from her handbag and placed it on the table.
Simone picked it up with both hands.
“Oh, Vanessa.””
She sounded less angry than disappointed.
Her thumb brushed the faded image of the three young people standing together.
“I haven't seen this in more than twenty years.””
“You remember the day it was taken?”” Maya asked.
“Every detail.””
“Then tell me who my father is.””
Simone set the photograph down.
“I can't give you that answer just by looking at a picture.””
“Why not?””
“Because there were two men in your mother's life around the time you were conceived. I knew both of them. I saw things that made me question what Vanessa told people, but I never saw a paternity test. I won't lie to you now just because other people lied to you before.””
I appreciated her honesty.
Maya didn't.
“So you're saying you know something, but you're not going to tell me?””
“I'm saying I know what happened around you. I don't know everything that happened inside your mother's bedroom.””
Maya flushed.
“I'm sorry,” Simone added.
“That was an ugly way to put it.””
“No. I want the truth.””
Simone folded her hands.
“Then you deserve the whole story.””
She began with the summer of 2000.
Vanessa had been twenty-two and working as a receptionist at a medical office. She was dating Daniel Brooks, a young man who worked in automotive repair. Daniel was charming, ambitious, and deeply in love with her, according to Simone.
But their relationship had been unstable.
Daniel wanted to move to Atlanta and start his own business. Vanessa wanted marriage, financial security, and a home of her own. They argued about money and the future.
Then Vanessa met Andre Carter.
“Who was he?”” I asked.
“A supervisor at the medical office's building contractor. He was older than Daniel, already established, and very good at making people feel like he could solve their problems.””
Something about that description bothered me.
“Did Vanessa love him?””
Simone looked at Maya.
“I believe she did. But love wasn't the only thing she wanted from him.””
Maya leaned forward.
“What did she want?””
“Security. Andre had money, connections, and a future he could offer her. Daniel had love, but he was struggling to build his career. Vanessa was trying to decide which life she wanted.””
“Was Andre married?””
“Yes.””
Maya's mouth fell open.
Simone nodded grimly.
“He had a wife and a young son. Vanessa knew that.””
I looked at the photograph.
“And Daniel knew about Andre?””
“Eventually. He confronted Vanessa after he found messages between them. She promised to end it. Daniel believed her.””
Simone paused.
“Then Vanessa became pregnant.””
Maya went completely still.
“Who did she tell first?””
“Daniel.””
“And she told him the baby was his?””
“Yes.””
“Did she tell Andre?””
Simone's eyes lowered.
“Not at first.””
Maya gripped the edge of the table.
“So Daniel might not be my father because she was seeing somebody else?””
“He might be. Andre might be. There may be information I never knew. That's why I'm not going to tell you a guess is a fact.””
Maya looked as though she wanted to scream.
Instead, she pressed her palms against her eyes.
I reached for her hand.
Simone waited until Maya was ready to continue.
“What happened after Daniel wrote that letter?”” my daughter asked.
“He came to my apartment. He was angry, but mostly he was hurt. He told me Vanessa had admitted there was another man, though she wouldn't tell him everything.””
“Did he leave her?””
“He tried. Then Vanessa told him she was frightened and needed him. She said she didn't know what Andre would do if he found out about the pregnancy.””
I frowned.
“Why would she be afraid of Andre?””
“Because he had promised her a future and then began pulling away. His wife had discovered the affair. He was worried about losing his marriage and his position.””
Simone reached into her handbag and removed a folded sheet of paper.
“This is a copy of a letter Daniel gave me before Maya was born. He asked me to keep it because he didn't trust Vanessa to preserve anything that might contradict her story.””
Maya took it with shaking hands.
The letter was addressed to Simone.
Daniel wrote that he loved Vanessa but couldn't keep pretending he knew the truth. He wanted a paternity test after the baby was born. If the child was his, he intended to accept responsibility.
At the bottom, he had added a sentence that made Maya stop reading.
If that little girl is mine, I don't want her growing up believing I walked away without trying.
Maya's tears fell onto the page.
“He wanted me?””
Simone's face softened.
“From what he told me, yes. He wanted to know whether he was your father, and if he was, he wanted to be part of your life.””
“Then why wasn't he?””
“Because Vanessa told him something happened at the hospital.””
“What?””
Simone looked toward the window.
“She told him the baby had been placed under special observation, and that there were complications. Later, she said the hospital staff had advised her to avoid stress. Daniel called her several times, but she stopped answering.””
I felt anger rising in my chest.
“Did he believe her?””
“For a while. Then he came to see me. He wanted to contact her family, but Vanessa told him she would accuse him of harassment if he kept showing up.””
Maya stared at her.
“And you didn't tell him to keep trying?””
“I told him to get legal advice. I told him to request the hospital records. But he was ashamed, frightened, and struggling financially. He moved to Atlanta a few months later.””
Simone's voice grew quieter.
“I should have done more. I could have called Vanessa's family myself. I could have insisted that Daniel follow through.
I didn't. I convinced myself it wasn't my place.””
Maya looked at the envelope beside Simone's coffee.
“What's in there?””
Simone rested a hand on it.
“Copies of the correspondence I kept. And something else.””
She opened the envelope and removed a photocopy of an old hospital billing record.
It listed Vanessa's name, the date of Maya's birth, and a handwritten notation beside a patient-account number.
Maya leaned closer.
“What does that mean?””
“I'm not certain. I obtained this copy years ago when Vanessa asked me to help organize her paperwork. I kept it because I noticed an additional notation on the back.””
Simone turned the page over.
A name had been written in blue ink.
*Andre Carter.*
Maya stared at it.
“Why would his name be on my hospital record?””
Simone swallowed.
“That's what I wanted to know.””
I picked up the copy.
The name alone proved nothing. Andre could have been listed as an emergency contact, a visitor, or something else entirely. But it was enough to justify requesting the complete records.
“Did you ask Vanessa about it?””
“Yes. She told me Andre had helped her with some expenses. When I asked why his name appeared on the record, she took the papers and told me never to bring it up again.””
“And you let it go?”” Maya asked.
Simone looked down.
“Yes.””
The admission was painful, but she didn't try to disguise it.
Maya wiped her face.
“I need to know where Daniel is.””
“I have an address for him in Atlanta,” Simone said.
“It's several years old, but it's the last one I know.””
She slid a card across the table.
Maya picked it up.
Then Simone reached for the manila envelope again.
“There is one more thing you should understand before you contact either man.””
“What?””
Simone's face had become serious.
“Vanessa didn't simply lose contact with Daniel. Someone made a decision about what he was allowed to know.””
My jaw tightened.
“Who made that decision?””
Simone looked directly at me.
“Vanessa.””
Maya's hand closed around the address card.
“Then she deliberately kept him away from me?””
“I believe she did. But I can't tell you why she made every choice she made.””
I stood and walked to the counter, needing a moment to control my anger. I had spent years believing Vanessa's worst quality was her selfishness. Now I was looking at the possibility that she'd made deliberate choices that denied Maya the chance to know her biological father.
When I returned, Maya was asking Simone another question.
“Did Mom ever say anything about Marcus?””
Simone glanced at me.
“She told me you had married a good man. She said you were lucky to have someone who took care of you.””
Maya let out a bitter laugh.
“Then why is she trying to push him out of my life?””
Simone had no answer.
Outside, thunder rolled over Savannah.
I gathered the papers and returned them to the envelope.
“We'll verify what we can,” I said.
“We'll request official records, and we'll contact Daniel without making assumptions about what we'll find.””
Maya nodded.
As we prepared to leave, Simone caught my arm.
“Mr. Williams, may I speak to you for a moment?””
Maya stepped outside to call a friend.
Simone lowered her voice.
“There is something I haven't told her.””
I waited.
“Last month, Vanessa contacted me. She asked whether I still had the old letters. When I said yes, she offered me money to destroy them.””
My stomach tightened.
“How much?””
“Five thousand dollars.””
I stared at her.
“Why didn't you tell Maya?””
“I wanted to speak to you first. I didn't know whether Vanessa had contacted anyone else.””
“Did you take the money?””
Simone looked offended.
“No. I told her I wouldn't destroy anything that belonged to the truth.””
I believed her, but I wanted to understand why she had waited so long to reveal this.
“Why now?””
“Because I saw Maya's message, and I realized that staying silent wasn't protecting anyone anymore.””
She reached into her bag and handed me another folded page.
It was a handwritten note, dated just four weeks earlier.
If Maya starts asking questions, do not tell her about Andre. She must never know what happened that night.
Vanessa's signature appeared at the bottom.
I read it twice.
Then I looked at Simone.
“What night?””
Simone shook her head.
“I don't know. She never explained.””
I folded the note and slipped it into the envelope.
Outside, Maya was waiting beside the car, her diploma tucked beneath one arm.
I looked at her and felt the weight of what we still didn't know.
We had a letter from Daniel. We had a hospital record bearing Andre's name. And now we had proof that Vanessa had recently tried to suppress evidence.
But none of it yet established who Maya's biological father was.
That was the truth we needed most.
And as I walked toward my daughter, my phone vibrated again.
Vanessa had sent another message.
I know you've spoken to Simone. Bring Maya home before you make this worse.
I showed Maya.
She read it, then looked at me.
“Dad, I don't want to go home.””
I put my arm around her shoulders.
“Then you don't have to decide anything today.””
She leaned into me.
For the first time since the graduation ceremony, I felt certain about one thing.
Whatever the truth about her birth turned out to be, Maya would never have to search for me.
May you like
I was already here.
And I wasn't going anywhere.