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Chapter 4: The Numbers Don't Lie

Marcus barely slept that night.

He lay on his side of the bed, staring at the faint glow of the alarm clock while Vanessa slept with her back turned toward him. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the three shopping bags lined up on the kitchen table.

Three children.

Six hundred dollars.

One promise broken without his permission.

At 5:40 a.m., he finally got up, pulled on a black T-shirt, and headed downstairs. The house was quiet except for the refrigerator humming in the kitchen. He made coffee, opened his banking app, and checked the transfer again.

Tuesday morning.

$600.00.

The payment note was unmistakable: Jordan's school shopping.

Marcus took a screenshot and saved it.

He wasn't trying to build a legal case against his girlfriend. He wanted to understand how the woman he planned to marry could look him in the eyes and insist that he had no right to question a decision involving his own money and his own child.

At six fifteen, Vanessa came downstairs wearing a loose gray sweatshirt. Her eyes were puffy, and her hair was gathered into a messy bun.

"You've been up long?"" she asked.

"Long enough.""

She poured herself coffee without looking at him.

Marcus turned his phone around on the counter.

"Did you get the receipts together?""

Vanessa's shoulders stiffened.

"Good morning to you too.""

"Good morning. Did you get the receipts together?""

She took a slow sip.

"I told you I needed time.""

"You had all night.""

"I needed time to think, Marcus. I wasn't sitting around preparing a financial report.""

"Nobody asked you to prepare a financial report. I asked you to show me what you bought.""

Vanessa set the mug down harder than necessary.

"You know what? I don't like the way you're talking to me.""

"And I don't like having to ask repeatedly for an explanation that should have been simple.""

She stared at him, then reached for her phone.

"Fine.""

She unlocked it and opened the shopping store's application. After scrolling through several screens, she turned the display toward him.

"There. That's the receipt.""

Marcus leaned closer.

The digital receipt showed the same purchases as the paper copy, but the descriptions were clearer. He could see the prices for the backpacks, shoes, clothing, and school supplies.

He began adding the items intended for Jordan.

One pair of sneakers: $64.99.

Two T-shirts: $29.98.

One pair of jeans: $34.99.

Socks and underwear: $18.50.

The purple backpack: $42.99.

School supplies: $36.47.

He calculated the total on his phone.

$227.92.

Marcus looked up.

"That's it?""

Vanessa crossed her arms.

"That's what the receipt says.""

"You spent two hundred twenty-seven dollars and ninety-two cents on Jordan?""

"Approximately, yes.""

"And the rest?""

"I bought things for Malik and Tiana.""

"How much?""

"I don't know the exact amount.""

Marcus turned back to the screen. He added the remaining items.

The other two backpacks, shoes, jackets, lunch bags, notebooks, and folders accounted for most of the remaining balance.

But the receipt total was $587.43.

There was still a difference between that amount and the six hundred dollars he had sent.

"Twelve dollars and fifty-seven cents is left over," he said.

"Where is it?""

Vanessa stared at him.

"Seriously?""

"Yes.""

"I probably used it for something small. Gas, maybe. I had to drive to three different stores.""

Marcus slowly lowered the phone.

"Did you use my money for gas?""

"I don't know! Maybe I did. I wasn't keeping a ledger.""

He looked at her in disbelief.

"You told me you were going to shop for Jordan. You didn't tell me you were going to use part of that money for transportation.""

"Oh, come on. You expect me to drive all over town for free?""

"No. I expect you to tell me when you're changing the purpose of money I gave you.""

Vanessa turned away and rubbed her forehead.

"I cannot believe we're arguing over twelve dollars.""

"We're arguing over six hundred dollars, Vanessa. The twelve dollars is just another question you can't answer.""

She spun around.

"You know what the real problem is? You don't trust me.""

Marcus held her gaze.

"Trust isn't something I owe you regardless of what you do. It's something we build by being honest with each other.""

Her eyes filled with tears.

"So everything I've done for you means nothing?""

"I didn't say that.""

"You might as well have.""

He took a breath.

"I appreciate the meals you cook. I appreciate how you treat Jordan when he's here. I appreciate that you've helped make this house feel like a home. But I can appreciate all those things and still be upset that you spent money on something I didn't authorize.""

Vanessa wiped her eyes with the heel of her hand.

"I was trying to protect my children.""

"And I was trying to provide for mine.""

For a moment, the only sound in the kitchen was the ticking clock above the pantry.

Then Marcus noticed another line near the bottom of the digital receipt.

It read: *Store credit applied: $25.00.*

He pointed at the screen.

"What's this twenty-five-dollar credit?""

Vanessa's expression changed.

"It's just a store credit.""

"From where?""

"I had one.""

"From what?""

She snatched the phone back.

"Why does that matter?""

"Because I want to understand the transaction.""

"You're acting like I stole every penny!""

"I didn't say you stole anything. I asked where the credit came from.""

She looked down at the screen.

"It was from a return I made last month.""

"What did you return?""

"Some clothes.""

"For whom?""

"Marcus, please.""

He stepped away from the counter.

"Why is every simple question turning into a fight?""

"Because you're not asking questions. You're accusing me.""

"I'm asking questions because your explanations keep changing.""

Vanessa's eyes flashed.

"I used the money to make sure all three kids were ready for school. That's the truth. You can dress it up however you want, but that's what happened.""

Marcus nodded slowly.

"All right. Then here's what we're going to do.""

Her face tightened.

"What now?""

"I'm going to take Jordan shopping myself. We'll buy the things missing from his list. I'll pay for those directly, and I'll keep the receipts.""

"You're going to punish me by cutting me out?""

"I'm going to handle my son's school shopping because the arrangement we had didn't work.""

She stared at him.

"And Malik and Tiana?""

"They keep the supplies you bought them. I'm not taking anything away from those children.""

Vanessa looked momentarily relieved.

"But I'm not sending you another six hundred dollars to fix a problem I didn't create.""

"So my kids just have to accept that you won't help them anymore?""

"No. Your kids need what they need, and you can tell me when you need help. We can talk about it. But help has to be something I agree to give, not something you take from a promise I made to Jordan.""

Her lips trembled.

"You're making me choose between my children and you.""

Marcus shook his head.

"No, Vanessa. I'm asking you to stop making me choose between keeping my word to my son and keeping peace with you.""

She turned toward the stairs.

"Don't expect me to forget this.""

"I don't expect you to forget anything. I expect us to learn from it.""

She walked away without answering.

Marcus stayed in the kitchen, looking at the receipt still visible on the counter.

The numbers were finally clear.

Jordan had received less than half of what Marcus intended to provide for him. The other children had received supplies they genuinely needed, but the decision to distribute the money had never been discussed.

That was enough to hurt.

Yet as Marcus gathered his keys for work, he couldn't shake the feeling that Vanessa's evasiveness wasn't entirely about the shopping trip.

The store credit.

The missing money.

The way she had refused to show him the digital receipt the previous evening.

There was still something she hadn't explained.

And he had a feeling it had nothing to do with pencils or backpacks.

That afternoon, Marcus stopped at the school supply store on his way home from the repair shop. He bought the remaining notebooks on Jordan's list, another pair of jeans, three T-shirts, and a sturdy pair of sneakers.

He spent $184.36.

He kept the receipt in his wallet.

When he arrived home, Jordan was sitting at the dining table, working on a summer reading assignment. The boy looked up when Marcus placed the shopping bags beside him.

"Dad? What's all that?""

"Some things for school.""

Jordan's face brightened, then changed as he noticed the purple backpack sitting against the wall.

"Didn't Vanessa already get my stuff?""

"She got some of it.""

Jordan studied his father's expression.

"Did something happen?""

Marcus pulled out a chair.

"Why do you ask?""

"You look mad.""

Marcus almost smiled.

"You've always been good at noticing things.""

Jordan set his pencil down.

"Is it because of me?""

The question struck Marcus harder than anything Vanessa had said that morning.

"No, son. Absolutely not.""

Jordan looked unconvinced.

Marcus leaned forward.

"Listen to me. Adults sometimes disagree about things. Sometimes we make mistakes, and sometimes we have to work things out. But none of that is your fault.""

Jordan's eyes drifted toward the shopping bags.

"Did I do something wrong asking for school stuff?""

"No.""

"Because I told you I didn't need everything.""

Marcus reached across the table and rested a hand on his son's shoulder.

"And I told you that you didn't have to worry about my bills. Remember?""

Jordan nodded.

"Then trust me when I say you did nothing wrong.""

The boy's shoulders relaxed a little.

Marcus wanted to tell him everything. He wanted to explain the money, the argument, and the uncomfortable realization that Vanessa had made a choice that affected him without considering how it would look to a child.

But Jordan didn't need to carry the burden of the adults' conflict.

So Marcus opened the first bag.

"Let's see if these jeans fit.""

Jordan pulled them out and smiled.

"These are the ones I wanted.""

"I know.""

"And these shoes?""

"Try them on.""

Jordan slipped off his old sneakers and put on the new pair. He stood, walked around the table, and grinned.

"They fit perfectly.""

Marcus felt something loosen inside his chest.

For a few minutes, the kitchen was filled with ordinary happiness. Jordan tried on the shirts, checked the backpack compartments, and arranged his notebooks into neat stacks.

Then he picked up the purple backpack and ran his fingers over the zipper.

"Can I ask you something?""

"Anything.""

"Did you buy this one?""

Marcus hesitated.

"No. Vanessa bought it when she went shopping.""

Jordan looked at the other bags.

"Oh.""

He didn't say anything else, but Marcus could see the question forming in his son's eyes.

Why had his father bought more things if the shopping had already been done?

Marcus pulled the boy into a brief hug.

"You don't have to figure out adult problems, Jordan.""

Jordan hugged him back.

"Okay, Dad.""

But when Marcus released him, Jordan looked toward the staircase.

"Is Vanessa mad at you?""

Marcus followed his gaze.

He didn't know what to say.

Because upstairs, behind the closed bedroom door, Vanessa was making a phone call.

And from the strained tone of her voice, she wasn't talking to a friend about the weather.

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She was talking about the twenty-five-dollar store credit.

And about a purchase Marcus had never seen on the receipt.

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